But after a few days away from the painting, I figured out the real problem was the feeling that I was painting a request. K wanted something that would "go with" the greenish-khaki of the office decor and didn't want anything remotely representative. "Think Rothko - just colors." I don't do Rothko, but I gave it a go. After a few days of painting what I had was a swirl of completely undistinguished blues and greens, with a few accents of burnt sienna and yellow ochre. Pretty colors, totally uninspiring.

I'd been remembering a little scrap of a practice painting that I'd done over a year ago from a sketch of my face. Instead of going back to the childhood photos, I thought I'd start with that. I also wanted to work on a slightly larger scale so a 2' x 3' piece of hardboard became the backing for the collage. Grubbing through my test pieces and rejected paintings, I came up with a few more to rip into strips, but the textures and colors weren't exactly right. Whatever. I wanted to get started and figured I'd fix it later.
After much ripping, pasting, and moving around, I had the hardboard covered. It wasn't coming together in the way the first one had though: too many different colors and textures (aka, whatever bites me in the butt). So, I pulled out the stencils and added some texture that covered several pieces at a time. More unified, but too busy. I left it for a couple of days and when I looked at it with fresher eyes, I thought the problem was that there was no sense to the color arrangement. One of the things I like about the first collage is the color progression from dark red-brown to blue-yellow, to the sepia of the photo. The colors of the canvas strips in the new piece weren't organized as coherently. Well, that's what paint's for, so I added some washes over some of the canvas strips to unify their colors. I think it's done, at least for now.

6 comments:
you are pretty good at crawling your way through a piece :-) you are right tho, when frustration sets in, you just need to walk away from it for a while.
That piece at the end of the post is looking lovely.
It really is lovely, Maggie. And I've always adored what you did to that photo of you as a girl.
Thanks, Sam!
I've done a few pieces of metalwork that I had to crawl over. I know what you mean about needing knee pads.
Good work takes time and the idea of "matching" doesn't help. I do enjoy seeing collage work. I haven't seen one of your painting blogs yet. I'm looking forward to seeing more.
I love it. And it's fascinating to read about the process!
Good on you for going with what inspires you (or nibbles at you) and sticking at it until you made something wonderful.
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